Tuesday, August 27, 2013

1. Finish the first draft of my book.

I have that empty feeling inside my stomach. Maybe it’s shock. Maybe it’s sorrow. Maybe it’s the bittersweet.

Ironically, I had a short “Pinterest-comment conversation” with the lovely Ysa Rivas about typing “The End” of your book. If she’ll allow me—forgive me, Ysa, I didn’t ask permission—here is the first part of our conversation about this pin:

Ysa: THE END is the saddest thing in the world to type. Surprised smileWinking smile

Me: Really?? I would say it’s the happiest. . . . Smile LOL. Not really, because you are in a sense “leaving” your characters, but at least you know you’ve accomplished something! For my first draft it won’t be very sad—triumphant, I’d say—because I finally, after almost three years of work, finished, and I can move on to draft two.

Happiest? No. Accomplished something? Well yeah—that is, believe it or not, the first time I finished a novel! Triumphant? Sort of. But I’m mostly just in the middle. . .thinking all this is weird, not believing I have to go all the way back to the beginning, happy I get to implement this nifty schedule, sad that I don’t get to even begin that schedule until October 8, wondering what project I should start on during the next six weeks, thinking that my college English class will take up all of that time and more. . . .

If you’re not the sentimental type and are wondering why I’m being a little overdramatic, it’s kinda because I’ve invested at least 225 hours into this 225,000-word novel over the course of 972 days. If I’d been paid minimum wage (for the state of Washington), this book would have been worth over $2,000. But no. . .this journey isn’t exactly measurable. It’s priceless.

Now I get to start it all over again.

11 comments:

  1. That's so amazing, Hannah! I'm soooo excited for you:)

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  2. YAY HANNAH!!!! FINISHED! :o D EXCELLENT!!!!!

    he he he Share all the conversations you want. Fine by me. ;o )

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    1. Wunderbubblies :) (I should inform the world that that's one of my ways of saying "Wonderful".)

      Thank you!

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  3. YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

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    1. I get to read it now right????????

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    2. Thank you :) No, you do not get to read it. It's a great big load of trash right now . . . !

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    3. Hannah, now you're being overly dramatic :) love you!

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    4. Haha, well, it's true anyway :P Love you too!

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  4. YAY, HANNAH!!! It can be bittersweet. The end, after all, has come. Yet, edits mean improvements, and you get to spend quite a bit of quality improving-time with the characters, lol.

    Congrats on finishing your first novel(draft)! :-D

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